spring 2018
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Never the Desired Absence
Nick Alti
He Ring Liar's Dice Confluence Derek Thomas Dew
Grim Reaper in Therapy
Brandon Marlon
Like André Derain
David R. Dixon
Sea Room / The Adrift
Exhibit / Queer
Lynx
Joseph Spece
Push
Armamentarium
Adrienne Gruber
First Ultrasound
Second Ultrasound
Stephanie Yorke
Trump As a Fire Without Light #665
Darren C. Demaree
Synonyms For Shelter
Jill Talbot
Dear Chepe
Wilbur
Melissa Weiss
an understanding
Natasha Zarin
Ice Skating in Holland Carol Hamilton
Cracked Fabergé Egg Of Yes
Lauren Turner
Wet Parable
Duck
Carver
Nathan Curnow
The Path Discoverer
Taylor Bond
Naming
Cow Field
Danielle Hanson
drowning man is not a superhero
Aidan Chafe


The Path Discoverer
Originating from Native South American folklore, the tale of Chimidyue follows the experience of a young girl lost in the Amazon forest.
Chimidyue, my dear; you are walking.
The path before you
is biting the tail of the next like a fish.
Do not be afraid.
You are walking the path no man has walked.
Burnt-blue powder and an endless gathering of shadows;
Soft, clawless feet trotting.
Unpeeled skin. A stone becomes a splattering of noise,
unfiltered. A human
loses herself. But you are not lost. You only think you are.
My trees will both protect you
and grind you
beneath their large teeth, spit you back out wet,
let you continue.
My dear precious child, Chimudyue, Chimidyue,
you and your split
human tendencies. Recognize this strange, familiar home.
Do not fear this love that you don’t understand.
Walk on, walk on, brave girl.
You push past the monkeys who wear human skin
and the toucans splitting
sorva fruit from the branches as they plop heavy
before your hands like a severed head.
I see you wavering now. The jungle cat
pounces on you.
His viscous darkness like a rough tongue
spilling over.
Your pale declawed hands
against his.
My human grandchild.
I cannot abandon
one of my own, a creature of the forest too.
Now, I come
with the blue-dust wings of a morpho
to cradle you in my wildness.
I settle to a child
who is unafraid to relearn what she has forgotten;
how nature pulses like nectar
in human marrow. How a girl can grow wings
to pull herself up and look
how her human world alone
is a tiny one, a stagnant kingdom.
Chimidyue, your tentative wings
keep growing & growing. Fly.