spring 2018
Table of Contents
Return to Home PageFirst Ultrasound Second Ultrasound Stephanie Yorke
Push Armamentarium Adrienne Gruber
Ice Skating in Holland Carol Hamilton
The Path Discoverer Taylor Bond
He Ring Liar's Dice Confluence Derek Thomas Dew
Cracked Fabergé Egg Of Yes Lauren Turner
Naming Cow Field Danielle Hanson
drowning man is not a superhero Aidan Chafe
Dear Chepe Wilbur Melissa Weiss
Grim Reaper in Therapy Brandon Marlon
Trump As a Fire Without Light #665 Darren C. Demaree
Synonyms For Shelter Jill Talbot
Wet Parable Duck Carver Nathan Curnow
Never the Desired Absence Nick Alti
Sea Room / The Adrift Exhibit / Queer Lynx Joseph Spece
Like André Derain David R. Dixon
an understanding Natasha Zarin
The Path Discoverer
Originating from Native South American folklore, the tale of Chimidyue follows the experience of a young girl lost in the Amazon forest.
Chimidyue, my dear; you are walking.
The path before you
is biting the tail of the next like a fish.
Do not be afraid.
You are walking the path no man has walked.
Burnt-blue powder and an endless gathering of shadows;
Soft, clawless feet trotting.
Unpeeled skin. A stone becomes a splattering of noise,
unfiltered. A human
loses herself. But you are not lost. You only think you are.
My trees will both protect you
and grind you
beneath their large teeth, spit you back out wet,
let you continue.
My dear precious child, Chimudyue, Chimidyue,
you and your split
human tendencies. Recognize this strange, familiar home.
Do not fear this love that you don’t understand.
Walk on, walk on, brave girl.
You push past the monkeys who wear human skin
and the toucans splitting
sorva fruit from the branches as they plop heavy
before your hands like a severed head.
I see you wavering now. The jungle cat
pounces on you.
His viscous darkness like a rough tongue
spilling over.
Your pale declawed hands
against his.
My human grandchild.
I cannot abandon
one of my own, a creature of the forest too.
Now, I come
with the blue-dust wings of a morpho
to cradle you in my wildness.
I settle to a child
who is unafraid to relearn what she has forgotten;
how nature pulses like nectar
in human marrow. How a girl can grow wings
to pull herself up and look
how her human world alone
is a tiny one, a stagnant kingdom.
Chimidyue, your tentative wings
keep growing & growing. Fly.