appealing

The Maynard
Fall 2020

Susan Landgraf
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Neurons, Metal, Seed

I understand how neurons fire—
human race at stake. How men can smell a woman
ovulating, a woman can sniff a cotton ball
and know the man’s immune system—
his odds fighting
bacteria and depression.

I get how a neuron plugs into a machine.
The technician puts synapses into a metal arm
strapped to a monkey who learns to reach for an apple
and a paralyzed woman thinks: Pick up
a glass of water with her metal arm.
She drinks. She smiles.

I can even catch the idea of a monkey
on one coast thinking about an apple
or tennis ball, reaching with its robotic arm,
while a monkey on the other coast—monkey brain
to monkey brain over the Internet—
reaches for the apple or tennis ball.

What I don’t get is how—ovulation long gone,
sprouting of any seed impossible, how when a penis rises
and the vagina rains for the pure pleasure of it, yes,
how, in a fallow winter—
it can be like spring, even if it’s a spring
that won’t grow flowers.